Lucifer Fabián Cabarello Torres

46, July 24th

Nonbinary man, bi, he/she

Grey wolf, with lighter grey chin, underbelly and hands/feet. The tips of his ears and the top of his tail are of a dark grey color.

6'5. Relatively muscular (though she was more muscular in youth, loses quite some of that during the 4 year period of depression), chubby. Has a beard and shaves her head. Light purple eyes.

Has a tattoo of a vine on his left arm (that breaks off closer to his hand). Tattoo of a thick thorny vine around his neck, wrapping around it several times, folding over itself. Also tattoos on the back side of both of his hands of 3 forget-me-nots.

His most common outfit is a black turtleneck with a brown trenchcoat, black pants and black oxfords. In warmer months her usual outfit is a light pink shirt with white pants and some casual shoes (????), usually brown; or a light purple cropped blouse with a floral pattern, along with a dark (black?) skirt.

She particularly fancies sunglasses. Her most valuable possession is a heart locket, housing a photo of her with her husbands. She also wears reading glasses.

Born in a loving family as the only child. He was drawn to the sea since young age, and so, with his parents' blessing, he goes on to study and work hard to become a sailor and later a captain.

He makes a lot of friends in (place where he studied) who later become part of his crew, very very close and dear to him.

At the age of 26 Lucifer's parents pass away from a terminal illness. This is a very hard hit to him; he gets through with the help of his friends, though the grief still affects him to this day. He also picks up writing as an outlet, though he doesn't publish his writings, they're meant for him (but he shares it with his friends who really appreciate it).

His career goes well until an incident at 36. During an assignment(??), the team unknowingly ventures into an eldritch part of the sea; it proceeds to swallow all of Lucifer's crew, only leaving him alone alive, stranded in the middle of the ocean with no resources.

He's found several days later, on the brink of death, and rushed to a hospital. After he wakes up, dazed and confused and traumatized, he's met with rounds of interrogation about what happened, attempting to frame him for his crew's disappearance and ruining of the cargo, treating what he tells everyone about "the sea devouring everyone and toying with him" as delusion; however, an independent research team hears about his case and offers to do research, thinking that there is a kernel of truth to his words.

Several days later the research team barely escapes alive, experiencing the exact same thing Lucifer described; he was immediately cleared of suspicion, but the trauma already deepened. Not only that, but journalists caught wind of his story, and pestered him about it endlessly (although they quickly left him alone, being met with a soulless, empty stare and silence whenever he was asked about the incident).

Lucifer officially leaves his job after being released from the hospital and takes the offer of… years… of severance and insurance payouts. He also moves, avoiding the fame of the incident following him.

He proceeds to fall into deep depression, spending 4 years at home, living off of the pay he got.

The survivor's guilt, combined with the trauma of not being believed at first and treated like he's just delusional and lying, and the grief about his parents reopening, the feeling of being a complete failure and failing their faith in him, makes him REALLY depressed. Suicidal. He takes up alcoholism as a "coping mechanism" (intending to eventually die from it). He deeply struggles with feelings of having lost himself completely, too, which makes things worse.

Eventually, he remembers his writing hobby, and decides to try it out again. And it comes out stilted and bad at first but he likes the feeling of it. And he keeps writing. And at some point he sees a local writing contest online and submits his writing, not really thinking it will result in anything at all but wanting to try.

He wins and gets the first place and is invited to receive the prize in person. This prompts him to take care of his appearance for the first time in years, and he comes to get the prize still looking Fucked Up (though nobody really cared), and after he comes back home with the prize he cries. He finally finds something he can partake in and that brings him joy; and so, he becomes a writer.

His first book was published 2 years after hard work (that started immediately after the writing contest), to a moderate success, and he's prompted by his publishing agency to hold a book signing event.

Among one of the few people who come to the event was Fenrir, who had fallen in love with Lucifer's book immediately. They start chatting, and eventually agree to hang out more, as they were both interested in each other.

Their conversations slowly shift from books in general to more general topics, to personal things. They appreciate each other's presence, and grow to genuinely like each other deeply. Fenrir confesses after a year of their friendship, and they start dating <3

After mulling over what happened to him 7 years ago, Lucifer throws a wild suggestion to Fenrir: what if she became a detective, with Fenrir as her assistant (more knowledgeable in law than her)? To her surprise, he agrees. And now we're here

Detective, with Fenrir as his assistant.

He (and Fenrir) go on to date Ladon, and let him move in with them soon after because his place was pretty. sad. Val joins them a couple weeks later.

Soft-spoken and gentle, polite; likes other people's company and is an extravert. He's determined, sometimes even a little stubborn with his goals, has a lot of mental fortitude. Gets into a sarcastic streak when particularly pissed off. Very caring about other people, and strives to help everyone he knows as much as he can.

Creative, somewhat eccentric with her ideas both with writing and detective work, employing … Unorthodox methods and writing techniques. Thinks rather chaotically. Really good pattern recognition and intuition.

Somewhat struggles with emotional closeness to other people, instinctually avoiding it, not wanting what happened a decade ago to repeat; often has depressive episodes and still feels survivor guilt very strongly.

Experiences the normal trauma symptoms like avoiding everything that reminds him of the sea incident (large bodies of water and ships, though he's been getting better with the former); nightmares; being depressed and sometimes just numbly anxious and terrified bc of flashbacks and such.

Overworks herself and struggles with taking her own advice sometimes.

honestly idk what to put here. closes the fridge with his hips

Experiences a lot of shame and guilt about the incident, sometimes falling into a spiral of self-resentment and suicidality. Even as she gets better with the help of Mental Health Professionals and her husbands it's still something that weighs heavy on her. She still works on it and tries to not let it burden her though.

He considers others' happiness and wellbeing very important (detailed earlier). Really values other people in general and thinks that community/friendship/his relationship with his husbands basically saved him.

The sea obviously. Hmm plants a little bit…

Due to the incident, he experiences what I termed "magic blocking": he's immune/very resistant to magical influence of most kinds, both positive and negative. This means that f.ex. mind control magic and telekinesis do not work on him but neither does healing magic. He considers this both a blessing and a curse (but more like curse, he wishes he was Normal).

Likes coffee! The more milk the better he likes it sweet and mild

I teared up while writing this multiple times. I cant . I LVOE HIM SSO MUCH GUYS FUCKKKK FUCKKKKK FUUUUUUUUUUCKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!